A Little Bit Bitter

Go ahead.
Go get on your best friend's ex-girlfriend.
Yeah, it hurts a little.
Just a little sting.
Why?
CAUSE I FUCKING KNEW IT.
I TOLD YOU I DID.
AND YOU DENIED IT.
YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE.
So go ahead!
She'll never treat you like I did.
She'll never treat you like I did.

Life Update

I broke up with Billy on the night of Battle of the Bands.
I didn't even really cry. I felt and still feel so relieved, even though he's talking shit and writing blogs about how hard this is for him. Secretly, this wasn't hard for me at all. However, the relationship itself was hard for me. So hard. I had to deal with a lot of shit.

Now there's Matt. I think I made the mistake of having sex with him too soon...
But I do really care about him. I spend all of my free time with him, like a boyfriend. He treats me right, like a girlfriend. We go on dates, like we're together. My parents like him, so far my friends like him... I don't know what could go wrong. He said he understood that I'm just not ready to be in a relationship yet...and he STILL likes to treat me as good as he does. He's an amazing being and I actually think I might love him. But he already says he's in love with me, and you know how big that is for me.. And now I'm worried I am going to feel trapped in a relationship. Not just with him, but with anyone.

I'm not sure if I would feel trapped by him, or by anyone for that matter.

I've been stressing out about this just as much as I've been stressing about finals. :(

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